One ends with heartache, another begins the next chapter

The destruction of Sonny and Brenda has been completely and utterly heart breaking for this fan of the super couple.

Watching their marriage fall to shambles over Carly and Jax's custody battle was almost too painful to watch.

I screamed at Sonny for allowing Carly's problems to affect his marriage to the one woman he claims he's always loved. He even told Carly that Brenda always has and always will have a piece of his heart from the first day he met her.

Why did Sonny have to frame Jax so Carly could have custody of Josslyn? That wasn't supposed to be Sonny's battle or problem. Carly should have fought on her own merits and not dragged Sonny or Jason into her ugly custody battle.

I can not blame Brenda for thinking Sonny chose Carly over her, because Brenda, though she loves Sonny with all her heart, is not a manipulative shrew that Carly can be at times. Carly showing up at Brenda's room and telling the brunette to go back to Sonny or she would take him for herself was disgusting in itself, it was the first time in a long time that I claimed to hate Carly with all my passion.

Listening to Brenda recount the times Sonny left her standing in the rain and breaking her heart and her decision to be the one to leave this time was unbearable. I remember when Sonny left Brenda at the alter and had Jason go to meet her and take her home, that day was the most painful day for this S&Ber, until the day Brenda told Sonny she was leaving him.

I don't believe this is the end of S&B forever, even Sonny told Carly that he's loved Brenda and lost her so many times, but it never ends. Sonny may have loved Carly at one point and will always be connected to her because of Michael and Morgan, but to Sonny Brenda is the one he has loved always. Brenda is the one that completes him in a way no other woman has. Unfortunately for Carly, Sonny and Jason are her world, but both Sonny and Jason have other women they love more than her - Brenda and Sam.

Speaking of Jason and Sam. The day that all JaSam fans have been waiting for is finally upon us.

What has been building for years is finally going to happen- Jason is proposing to his lady love.

Yes, before the Summer of Sleaze, JaSam were engaged, and were truly in love, but the destruction of the couple shattered almost as many, if not more hearts than the current destruction of S&B.

The scenes leading up to the actual proposal have been as hilarious and sweet as I'm sure the proposal itself will be. From Jason basically teasing Sam about his plans to the kiss that sent Sam stumbling into the door and Maxie flinging the ring off the balcony, this story is truly made of WIN!

Then there was Sam going to talk to Alexis for some motherly advice, again all full of win!

Jason telling Sam that it may be a ride he wants to take Sam on, and Sam asking Jason if she should dress tactical or trendy and his response being, "What ever makes you feel more beautiful, not that you need help with that." is pure JaSam.

They accept each other for who they are. They thrive on the adventures in their lives and don't try to change even a hair on each other's heads. Jason and Sam love each other unconditionally and for the first time in a long time, I see Jason truly trying to make all of Sam's dreams come true.

Jason and Sam want to spend the rest of their lives together, Jason and Sam want to love each other until they both take their last breaths, Jason and Sam want to make each other smile and they want to share everything they both have to offer.

Can't wait for the actual wedding of the proposal has been this great!